In general I could care less about what people think about me. This whatever attitude has served me well and in some instances, gotten me in trouble. So recently I've been trying to come to terms with my growing sense of self consciousness when I go to the pool.
Like just about every woman alive, I'm trying to lose weight. So I've been going to the public pool by my job to get some exercise. Generally I go during lunch or before work; it's less crowded and I can get in and get out. The only downsize to this is that the crowd tends to be much older than those that come after work. By now, I'm sure you're thinking "so what?". Well the so what issue is that I don't have any pubes.
A few months back, I went some place new to get a bikini wax. Due to a misunderstanding between me and the waxer, I found myself with a completely bald vagina. I learned an important lesson that day, you can't say "get rid of it" to someone who's job it is to remove hair. While it was happening, I kept thinking "she'll ask how far I want to go with this" but she never did. Then before I knew it, she was pulling the hair right off the on top of the lip on side. I protested but what could I do, she had to make it even. So I grit my teeth and prepared for the other side to be made bald.
Since then, I've come to like the way this bald pussy looks and feels. And naturally it's a hit with everyone who's seen it. But back to my problem. After my swim and shower in the locker room, I find myself wondering if the other ladies in there are judging me for my lack of pubes. It's an especially big issue on Fridays when I swim before work and am waiting behind everyone in the old lady water aerobics class. I see many of these ladies on a real basis but none of them are very friendly. I like to think it's just because they're old but it could be their judgement. I probably should learn to let it go but I'm always wondering. . .
