In my last post, I mentioned that one of my special guests (John) asked if I'd come see him without Terry. He also mentioned a very hot scenario that really got me thinking about seeing him without Terry. So I told him that I couldn't do it and since then he has sent me two emails asking, literally begging me to come over without Terry. His most recent email suggested that he and I find another young, hot guy to have sex with me after him. Now I love the idea of two guys lavishing attention on me and it would be awesome to fuck two guys in a row. Terry doesn't put out like that- hell Terry can't even get it up. But I told John again that as long as I'm seeing Terry it's not going to happen, no matter how exciting it seems. But I did mention that my time with Terry may be coming to an end.
I haven't seen Terry since Tuesday, so about 5 days. Now you might be thinking what's the big deal? Well the big deal is that Terry doesn't have anything else to do and he should want to see me. Granted there were some days I wasn't available but where was Terry with his desire to see me? I wanted to see him last night after I finished working and he said he'd contact me after he dropped off his kids. I never heard from him. Now I'm not trying to come between him and his kids but he needs to act like he's interested in seeing me. I'm going to see him tonight and I've decided to read him the riot act. I'm sick of this shit. I get little to no physical contact from him and his take it or leave it attitude towards to me gets on my nerves. I don't think it's crazy to want a significant level of interest from my boyfriend. And let's not mention how he embarrassed me but not showing up TWICE to meet my best friend. I think I've been more than understanding.
So now I'm just waiting like Mount St. Helens to explode. A few times before I've been angry but by the time I saw Terry, I'd let most of it go. Not this time. I'll be sure to give you the fall out details.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Random thoughts
Sometimes I don't have enough to say to make a full blog post. This is one of those times- so I'm going to just give you what I've got on each topic. Here's goes:
I emailed my favorite special guest to see if he'd be available to get together; we haven't gotten together in a while since he started seeing someone. I thought I'd take my chances and see if his new relationship was over- I hate to help someone cheat on their partner. So you can imagine my pleasure when I was greeted by an email from from John saying that he had been thinking about me. And while he did say that he was still seeing someone, he went into detail about us getting together without Terry. I'd be lying if I said I hadn't thought about it. John is such a great lay and I'd been dying to see him but I can't see him without Terry. Terry is my boyfriend and although I'm extremely promiscious, cheating on my boyfriends is not something I do. Seems a little prudish but a girl's gotta have some limits.
Speaking of Terry, I'm wondering what's going on with him. I feel like I'm always begging him for sex. Two nights last week I went to his house and was feeling very frisky. I'm kissing Terry, literally pawing at him and trying to get him interested. He would just giggle and say "maybe" when I would ask about fooling around. What's his problem? Maybe? Are you kidding me? I don't know how to remind him that I'm a hot piece of ass and he's lucky that I hang out with his old ass. Every time I'm asked him about his lack of interest, he's all "I'm old". That's not good enough. He doesn't even want a blow job! Hell he doesn't even get dressed in front of me. I've seen what he has to offer and I'm still sticking around, what's the problem? He says we have the same conversation every month about this. If he would stop being so weird, we wouldn't be having that conversation.
On the topic of annoying things, I have a rash on my arms and parts of my legs. I usually get it when I'm in hot weather or under stress. It's been hot and I was sick for about two weeks. Damn body, don't you know it's time for me to find some new special guests but I can't do anything until this rash is gone.
I emailed my favorite special guest to see if he'd be available to get together; we haven't gotten together in a while since he started seeing someone. I thought I'd take my chances and see if his new relationship was over- I hate to help someone cheat on their partner. So you can imagine my pleasure when I was greeted by an email from from John saying that he had been thinking about me. And while he did say that he was still seeing someone, he went into detail about us getting together without Terry. I'd be lying if I said I hadn't thought about it. John is such a great lay and I'd been dying to see him but I can't see him without Terry. Terry is my boyfriend and although I'm extremely promiscious, cheating on my boyfriends is not something I do. Seems a little prudish but a girl's gotta have some limits.
Speaking of Terry, I'm wondering what's going on with him. I feel like I'm always begging him for sex. Two nights last week I went to his house and was feeling very frisky. I'm kissing Terry, literally pawing at him and trying to get him interested. He would just giggle and say "maybe" when I would ask about fooling around. What's his problem? Maybe? Are you kidding me? I don't know how to remind him that I'm a hot piece of ass and he's lucky that I hang out with his old ass. Every time I'm asked him about his lack of interest, he's all "I'm old". That's not good enough. He doesn't even want a blow job! Hell he doesn't even get dressed in front of me. I've seen what he has to offer and I'm still sticking around, what's the problem? He says we have the same conversation every month about this. If he would stop being so weird, we wouldn't be having that conversation.
On the topic of annoying things, I have a rash on my arms and parts of my legs. I usually get it when I'm in hot weather or under stress. It's been hot and I was sick for about two weeks. Damn body, don't you know it's time for me to find some new special guests but I can't do anything until this rash is gone.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
The draft isn't just for the NFL
Terry and I haven't had any special guests since the Jackhammer (see Just Say No). I know it's important to him and since he's my boyfriend, I should try to support that. That being said, he's been Harry Holdout lately and I would welcome the attention. Since my favorite special guest recently informed me that he moved to Southern California, we've been trying to find a replacement.
Much like the NFL draft, you have to look at all the potential prospects and try and find a winner. Last week I posted an ad on craigslist to try and find some new special guests. The real problem with special guests is that you always have to keep few on reserve at all times. You have to screen a lot of people and usually only one or two will work out. Combine that with that fact that each person will probably only be around for a month or so, this is an exhausting task.
I wish there was an easier way to find special guests but an easier way would probably result in everyone being in my business and I don't like that. Terry told me that he didn't want to do the picking because it's overwhelming- I feel the same way but I like having the control over who gets to be the special guest. It just feels like work and there's no getting around that.
The time between when I started this post and when it actually made the blog was more than 2 weeks. In that time, I found out that my second favorite guest got a girlfriend and wouldn't be available anymore. What the fuck?! Now I really have to look at all the prospects and hope one turns out. Maybe there's an all-star waiting to be discovered. One things for sure, there will be plenty of busts.
Much like the NFL draft, you have to look at all the potential prospects and try and find a winner. Last week I posted an ad on craigslist to try and find some new special guests. The real problem with special guests is that you always have to keep few on reserve at all times. You have to screen a lot of people and usually only one or two will work out. Combine that with that fact that each person will probably only be around for a month or so, this is an exhausting task.
I wish there was an easier way to find special guests but an easier way would probably result in everyone being in my business and I don't like that. Terry told me that he didn't want to do the picking because it's overwhelming- I feel the same way but I like having the control over who gets to be the special guest. It just feels like work and there's no getting around that.
The time between when I started this post and when it actually made the blog was more than 2 weeks. In that time, I found out that my second favorite guest got a girlfriend and wouldn't be available anymore. What the fuck?! Now I really have to look at all the prospects and hope one turns out. Maybe there's an all-star waiting to be discovered. One things for sure, there will be plenty of busts.
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