Since Terry is officially my boyfriend- he referred to himself as such about 2 weeks back- I've completely stopped pleasuring myself. Between Terry eating me out and our special guests, I'm never at a loss of sexual satisfaction. But this week and this evening especially, I find myself overwhelmed by my need for sexual release. I need to get laid! I haven't said that in over 9 months, so I'm almost not sure what to do. Almost.
This week getting some action has been harder than expected- no pun intended. I saw Terry on Monday and all the action I got from him was making out and he held me while we slept. I really enjoyed both but I wanted some inappropriate touching. Then I wasn't available again until Thursday night; I don't usually see Terry on Tuesday and Wednesday because of my school schedule. Thursday rolls around and after seeing Coraline (kind of creepy) and sneaking into the Watchmen (long), I was too tired- hear me say lazy- to go to see Terry. On a side note, in the Watchmen one of the characters (Dr.Manhattan) is naked the entire movie and has a big blue dick- which was kind of making me horny.
I see Terry on Friday and I try to jump on him the minute I walk in the door. He tells me to "relax". I had even lined up a special guest for that night. Terry wasn't into it; we'd seen this guy before on a night I was doing a grudge fuck. We had another guy lined up for Friday but he was available late and I had to be at work at 7am on Saturday, so it was a no go. Naturally all of this waiting around was killing me and I was tired from doing some work earlier in the day. So I wound up falling asleep on Terry's bed and got no action. I mean we made out but that's not what I wanted.
Saturday comes and I think I'm finally going to get laid and Terry is still hanging out with his son. What the fuck! So now I'm sitting at home wondering why the fuck I can't get laid considering that I have a boyfriend and I have sex with other guys for his viewing pleasure. As if my level of hornyness wasn't bad enough, I watched 5 episodes of Secret Diary of a Call Girl and two shows about remakes of old porn movies. I'm surrounded by sex and sexual images and I'm losing it. I'm going to have to take matters into my own hands.
I better get some action before I leave for Vegas. Or else I'll have to get some action there.
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