As you know, I had sex with two guys for Terry's personal enjoyment. I had a good time but I could easily not do it again. I'm embarrassed to say that I'm really interested in just having sex with just one person. Around the same time Terry finally told me why I'm not having sex with him. About a year ago, he had a tumor removed and has been taking lots of drugs that affect his ability to perform sexually. He even told me that he got a prescription for Viagra and on the day he took it, I came over and fell asleep.
So now Terry is always trying to get me to have sex with different guys. And whenever I'm like can't it wait, he gets bent out of shape. I can't believe how selfish he is. When I asked him how often he thought this should happen, he said once a week! I'm not that interested. And whenever I balk at his requests, he picks a fight. He likes to focus on how I was seeing other people when we first got together. What the hell?! I shouldn't have to explain what I was doing to him. He said he was seeing other people then but I think he wasn't- he gets too mad when this topic comes up.
During our last "fight" it occurred to me that the problem with Terry is that he's really into me. It's the only explanation that makes sense. Otherwise why would he gets so angry? While he was making his case, I wanted to yell "just admit that you care about me!" He must think that the walls are going to cave in if he admits that. I mean, we've been seeing each other exclusively for the last 4 months. For an old man he sure can be childish.
2 comments:
I love yout blogs!
I think you should kick this guy to the curb, or make him confess his feelings, your young and you deserve to have someone in your life thats not going to give you the run-a-round!
Thanks for the support T.
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